Ch-ch-ch-ch-changez!!!!

Man...sometimes change can be so f'n hard. It can be really good, but it's soooooo hard! I don't want any of mah frenz 2 leave me! But, thas life & we're gonna go our separate ways eventually. It's jus...u don't think that far ahead wen ur frenz. Ur like, "oh she's always gonna be around." And then, one day it finally hits u that as we get older we're gonna do different things. And that really makes me sad. Life is crazy. And as u gain one thing--for instance...I've gained love {real love}--u lose another...a really good fren. And even tho u kno u'll always be frenz...it sucks cuz they won't be there wen u jus wanna go visit them @ work {or sumthin like that} wen u jus feel like it. It's really sad 2 think on. And sumtimes u jus wanna be in denial, but u gotta come 2 the realization that things ARE gonna change whether u want them 2 or not. So, I jus hop on board & give "big ups" 2 mah girls! I love them whether we talk everyday or once every 2 months. They're are the best. And I kno that once I MAKE IT BIG IN THE INDUSTRY they'll have no choice but 2 be around. LMBO! Cuz, wifey gone be assistant...duh! lol! And Bee, Dee, Si, Lama & Si...I don't kno...haven't thot that far in advance. LOL! But, jus kno that ya'll gone be wit me every step of the way! LOL! I love ya'll...KNO THIS!!!