Unofficial Girl...

There was a lot of talk about this song wit mah girls this weekend {lmbo!!! we had 2 much fun}...but everybody clearly kno's Cassie's talkin about Diddy! Duh...I like the song tho. And I listened 2 the words...and I totally understand where the girl is comin from. I was there wit and ex of mine...but now I have a guy who wants 2 be wit me and I'm put'n him on hold. I mean I kno why, but then I realize that there are girls out there that all they want is the "title". And I can have that wen I want and I'm hold'n it off. I guess it's kinda confusing. I can tell him I wanna be 2gether again and that will be that...I jus wanna be sure I'm ready. Well..that he's ready, ya kno. No matter how much he says he wants 2 be with me...I need 2 kno he really wants it this time...i dunno...I'm jus conFWused!!!

Trust U????

Why are boys so unbelievably stupid??? I mean seriously. I honestly don't believe that I'm putting all guys in a category because all boys ARE, in fact, stupid. Like they jus didn't get that piece in their brain that females get. What the "h" are u missing??? It's so retarded. Mah love went and did the most retarded thing any guy could do {well, not the most retarded...but I'm pissed}. And his explanation was that he wanted 2 kno that I can trust him if anything else came up further down the line. ARE U INSANE???? Seriously...

It's like, after all that he's done 2 me, I shouldn't trust him. But, I let all that bull go and I do trust him. If ur gonna be wit somebody then u can't keep holding on 2 that mess, so I'm not anymore. And, if anything, I should be the one testing him 2 see if I can trust him...but I didn't. And he has the f'n audacity 2 do something like that!!! It's like...don't u kno that I'm yours...all mah f'n myspace statuses tell the world {FReE OwNz}. Don't test me...I'm get'n enough of that from my old ex who's slowly but surely tryna work his way back in {another story...lol} I'll get over it...I kno I will. I'm jus pissed. I was hurt, but wifey says I shouldn't be.

Speak'n of wifey. It's so unbelievably unfair. Like I said, boys are stupid and then u expect us 2 trust u???? I mean, come on now...

I jus came up wit this theory 2day. me and wifey were talkin and I told her:

"It seems the more a guy becomes threatened of losing you, the more dumb he gets."

And it couldn't be more true. I jus wish guys knew that tell'n the truth gets u farther than anything! Realize that and stop be'n so stupid!!! Goodness!!!

~MISS Petite~

SATC!!!!!

So Sex & The City comes out next week on video! But, u kno since I uh...work at Blockbuster--i gets it pre-street! So there will be an SATC Party this weekend. Be there or...well, wateva! LOL!

Ride or Die???

This is a statement thas been thrown around a lot. But, most chicks don't even kno wat that means.

Ride-or-die chick:
wifey material...someone who has ur back thru the thick and the thin. She was there 4 u from jump {whether u flat broke or got bread 4 days}. The material things don't matter 2 her. She don't mind fittin the bill wen need be cuz she'll do anything 4 u. She doesn't EXPECT the same from u, because she KNO'S that u would be willing 2 do the same 4 her any day. All that she asks from u in return is that u love her and HER ONLY! Thas it...thas a ride-or-die chick!!!

I can say 4 a fact that--and believe that I'm not tryna toot mah own horn {well maybe a lil...lol}--I am definitely a ride-or-die chick. I've got that in me.

And I kno that u've been on this lil roller coaster ride wit me goin back and forth over the guy I love, but then...thas love. Ups and downs. And yes, he's done wrong in the past {but no one's an angel and no one is completely good ALL the time}. And believe that I am not making excuses 4 wat he's done...he'll get his soon {I love that "love revenge" lol...it's all good}, but I'm simply saying that regardless, we'll make it work.

Because wen love is real, and u want it 2 work, u'll make it work. U gotta find something in u 2 stick wit it. If u can't find it, then it's obviously not meant 2 be, so leave it be. But, wen u find that thing. Whether it be the smallest reason or a giant, make it work because at least u can say u gave it ur all. And, if in fact it doesn't work after u gave ur all...well...and I hate 2 be repetitive...u gave ur all!

And thas exactly wat I plan 2 do. Cuz I love him and he loves me 2. Some may read this {mainly frenz...Bee...lol} and think I'm crazy and I'll have 2 agree wit u! Yea...I am crazy. Cuz love is neva simple...neva normal. There are always some problems. Whether ur willing 2 go thru it or not is on u. And I can say that I've had mah share of tiffs with love in the past, but i'm jus not willng 2 let go of it yet. So, I'm holding on! Cuz, regardless of the tears, the hurt, the pain, the anger...u have 2 realize that with it comes happiness, smiles, laughter...LOVE! And u can neva have one without the other.

So, I'll take the good and the bad...cuz...well...

I'm a ride or die...no question needed!!!

Bad Girl Gone Good, Gone...

Bad once again!!! No explanation needed! Jus kno it's time 4 these dudes 2 get a dose of their own medicine. Sometimes I hate the fact I put aside mah bad girl ways 4 love. All I got was hurt. But, no more...maybe I'm just a....

BAD GIRL!!!