Close That Chapter...

Close that book!!! {who kno's wat thas from??? lol}

So, I've finally got the closure that I've been dying 2 get. I must give a special thanks to Eb 4 puttin' me on 2 that special song by Mrs. Carter {funny how everyone is calling her that now, like her marry'n him is wat makes her...lol}. Anywho...I listened 2 that song and realized how NOT over the way mah ex hurt me. I listened 2 it--literally--a thousand and one times {well, maybe not literally...but u get mah point}. And I cried. 4 like the 1st time since we ended...I confronted mah feelings. Wen we ended {4 good} I jus said "f" it and I wanted 2 move on; play the role...be the bad girl. But, things never go as planned. I ended up falling in love. And yes, he's done TONS of stupid things, but now that he's really trying, I'm letting mah unresolved issues wit mah ex hurt our chances of actually working out.

So, with that said, I finally talked 2 him. Heard his story, which I wish he woulda jus said from the start. It's so funny, tho. I've always jus talked about how dumb boys are and they jus don't care who they hurt...but I've learned 2day {and as wifey says} "there's always a story." I mean there's always a reason why they are as stupid as they are {lmbo}. It's jus truth. But, now that I kno, it jus makes it easier 4 me 2 accept. And now I can fully move on and not hold unfair, bitter feelings towards mah love!

I'm happy. I feel really good! Cuz I've finally...

Closed that chapter...Closed that book!!!

the classics...

i've always loved movies but now i think im fallin in love wit the oldies. and no i dont mean the 80's or even the 70's...the real classics...they're so good. i love the way they talk lol...

"THE" Ex

Quick Snippet:
*I love mah wifey: {i gotta be her rock now since I'm at a point that she's not...and I don't mind that at all cuz she's been mine more than I can count}
*I love mah Bee: {I can't imagine life without her...she's mah heart}
*I love all mah frenz: {God seriously gave me the best}

Anywho...on 2 "THE" Ex...

It's important 2 kno that there is always that one person in ur life that will be "THE" ex...aside from every other former bf/gf that u've had, there will always only be one that, in any convo that u have wit anyone, they kno exactly who ur talkin about wen u say my ex...lmbo!

Well as far as "THE" ex...he's movin back to the D...and yes, of course, he's tryna get back in. I mean, why?!? Seriously. I did everything 4 this boy, LITERALLY took care of him and he jus did me soooooo wrong {as is the story of a nigga...lol}. But, now he's text'n me and calling me allll the time. I mean...that use 2 be me {wen we weren't 2gether}...and now it's flipped 2 him. And it's so not normal 4 me. I mean, it's not like he outright said, "Cristal, I want u back." But, of course he wouldn't. I jus kno him...I kno him. And I kno he's tryna get back.

I made a mistake of tellin him of a problem that me and mah love were having--well, not a mistake...i jus thot we were frenz, ya kno--and he basically told me 2 break up wit him; that i should "Do me..." lol...goodness, these boyz! Wat is it wit them. Why can I be a fren 2 him, but he can't be the same 2 me. I've been there, where I was the ex tryna give him advice about his OTHER GIRLS and tryin not 2 be jealous at the same time...but I'm not there anymore and I wish he could understand that I love mah love...and I don't want him back...

I still love him, 4 sure. but I'm no longer in love with him...of course he'll try 2 act as if he doesn't want me back, but like I said, thas a nigga 4 u...we'll see how this plays out!

~MISS Petite~

BOY STOP?!?!

I'm sorry but i jus have to post this convo between me and this boy on facebook. I don't get boys...wat is really wrong wit them. I swear they mental. I haven't talked 2 this boy in TWO YEARS and this is wat he come at me wit:

Dumb Nigga:

September 29 at 6:04pm

How have u been?

Cristal Nicole:

September 29 at 7:21pm

wow...i been good...u?

Dumb Nigga:

September 29 at 10:53pm

Im doing fine. Surprised bout sumthin?

Cristal Nicole:

September 29 at 11:38pm

lol...wateva...u kno wat im surprised about...wat made u write me??

Dumb Nigga:

September 30 at 1:55am

It was weird but i was thinkin bout u

Cristal Nicole:

September 30 at 7:43am

aww u was thinkin about me lol...why is that weird? lol so wat were u thinkin about

Dumb Nigga:

September 30 at 2:54pm

Jus wondering what u had been up to. Was wondering y we couldnt get along when i no i liked u. Also was wonderin how the celibate life was. All that!

Cristal Nicole

September 30 at 6:56pm

lol...all that huh...i mean i been good. livin life as best i can and...i couldn't tell u why we aint get along i guess we were jus too alike...and as far as the celibacy thing...well i have a boyfren so wateva u take from that

Dumb Nigga:

Today at 5:35am

Its time to cheat bcuz i wanna take u out

Cristal Nicole

Today at 7:56am

o wow {dumb nigga...lol}...i dont kno about that...im definitely not a cheater...and why do i have 2 cheat jus 4 u 2 take me out

I mean, seriously....wat be goin thru these dudes heads?!?! I need 2 kno now. 2 years and I dropped u..and now all of a sudden u want me 2 drop mah boo 4 u....lets use common sense now...really!!!!