2009...

I promised Bee i wud start blogging again so here i'm iz!!! {P.S. Bee no 1 can comment on ur blogs which iz prolly y u dnt have any comments lol}

I swear this gone be mah year! I've had the best start 2 this year than I've eva had. Spent tha 1st 4 dayz of tha year with tha love of mah life!! Our situation duz'n allow us 2 be 2getha like normal, but regardless, we're still very much in love! Yes we have our normal fights {distance duz'n change the arguments @ all lol}. But I love him & i kno this iz real. And it's crazy cuz most wuda sed "f it", threw in tha towel eons ago. But I guess wen u really love sum1, distance don't mean a thing. I don't feel far away 4rm him @ all. We jus realized tha otha day I been reppin tha chi evn b4 i knew anything about him or tha chi {lol}. But I kno that he's it & I'm so glad that I finally found a winner! Skip u losers that hurt me in tha past. Honestly, I gotta thank them 4 preparing mah heart 4 a relationship like this. He literally iz mah everything & I kno many people say it all the time how they can't picture life without a certain sum1, but I mean it with everything. He is mah otha half. Swear it!!!

On 2 mah frenz. I swear I love em & even tho Bee is leavin me {even tho she sed she was staying lol} I kinda feel like it's wats best 4 her. I kno that a new start in a new year will give her a new insight on love. She'll realize she won't have 2 make one-sided changez. I kno how u feel about JJ {look @ mah abbreviations lol}, but the change wud occur 2gether, not separately. I hope you don't give up on love, cuz it iz one of theee best feelings in tha world...wen it's real...wen it's right! In time, honey...in time.

So happy 4 wifey and Dee. I kno it ain't been easy 4 none of us tryna find tha real & sumtimes u think u want sumthin & realize that u already had wat u needed!

Umm...workin 2 jobs like a single parent wit 4 kids as Bee wud say. Lol...nah it's finally calmed down...I'm jus so glad that God has blessed me enough 2 have 2. And one iz a good job 2 {lol}!

This is y I'm sayin 2009 is mah year, fa sho!!! I'm happy & I'm in love...wat better combination?!

~*~Mrs. Amillie~*~