So...I guess that I've finally decided 2 let go of all this partying crap...the drinking, the clubs, the BOYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!! Goodness, Lord knows how hard thas gonna be! I was in church the other day and I realized how hypocritical I've been. But, it didn't start there. It started Thursday wen I went out wit one of mah bestest (Bee). We were at Red Lobster (That food was sooooo good and the WAITER???? He was amazing...lol).
But, ne who...she was talking about all the ppl in her life who suddenly decided they wanted to become saved and lived right. She said they were all fake. And I'm not one 2 judge-tho I could see where she was coming from--but who's 2 say if they didn't really make the change in their hearts to be different. And I couldn't say all of this 2 her because I realized how many times I came 2 her saying that I was gonna be different and the very next day I was in the club getting drunk. I mean...yea...I like 2 have fun...but at wat cost???? Eternal Damnation (sorry 2 those who don't believe in it...but I do with mah whole heart!!!!)
I mean...thing is...I know how blessed I was wen I was living right. Now that I'm doing the whole "worldly" thing...everything is kinda crashing down around me!!!! I'm not feeling it and I kno wat I need 2 do. I gotta change. And I made the decision on Sunday...so I'm changing. Not trying...cuz:
"If someone really wants 2 change...there is not TRY--you jus change. If there is no change, then obviously that person doesn't want 2 change. Plain and simple."
Thas from me!!!! LOL
But on 2 a lighter note:
~~I saw Tropic Thunder on Thursday and House Bunny on Friday!! Those movies are frikkin hilarious. I'm glad ppl are finally coming out wit comedies that actually make u laugh. LOL! I loved them and if u go see them. I'm sure u will 2. Call me their PR Agents. I'm telling u 2 go see it. It's only 5 dollars Monday-Thursday (look now I'm promoting Star Theatres). I'm good at this...I should so do this for a living!!!!
Au Naturale
10 years ago
4 comments:
soooo you know who i was talking about and why i said it... maybe its more of a personal thing with her.. well its definitely personal issues that i still need to deal with i just don't know where to start or how {umm... off subject lol}
but i feel you 100% on this and i would never think you were fake because i know your heart and i know you a lot better than the other person....
there is a lot that i need to change about how i'm living my life even though i'm not out of control i still can be more in line.. so i support you and i think you're doing a great thing! love u!!
I believe you can have a social life and be on the scene and still be saved from total damnation. I guess it's all in personal perspective though.
But man, I haven't had Red Lobster since HS. LOL. It's been TOOOOOOO long!!!!!!
I know...RL is that ish!!!! U should come next time. LOL!
^If I get invited, I'll be sure to stop through! LOL.
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